When you die, as you die, the shut down of electrical impulses in your brain sets off random firings in the regions of emotional memory, triggering preferentially those feelings which were experienced most often. Thus do the kind feel patient satisfaction, the powerful strength and victory, the fearful shame and hatred, the malicious pain and isolation, all as they lay drifting off. When the end finally comes, you never actually experience it, since there's nothing there to experience a cessation of consciousness. To you, that last breath goes on forever, an endless first moment of sleep bathing you in your emotional experience of life. So live a life worth living, because it's the only one you'll ever get & you'll have it forever :)